Envy Fangirl Stamp

i don't want to get involved in 9 of the largest fandoms. but sometimes I wonder what is it about villian charracters people gravitate to and be fans of, fans, afficinatos, or when there is character lust. because I don't think it's a clean soul thing to be that into Envy, let alone go and say something like "you know people, we're supposed to feel sorry for '03 Envy, the kind of sorrow, and pitty and relate to, as we do hard scrabble lives"  or maybe that is just myself putting my self down, but it does seem messed up to have "I know you feel. that is why I loves ya if i were in that situation I'd do it too"