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Need to post this
I just spend an hour trying to get the courage to look at my comments, because I was so afraid hate was in them. I spent an hour writing this reply to send to someone if there was hate. But when I looked there wasn't any hate, so that made me feel better....but I still feel like I need to say this, I need to get it off my chest. I have so much stuff to get off my chest I've kept in. I have kept so much stuff in over the years I feel like now I need to let it out piece at a time. So here is the reply I wrote:
You know what I can’t keep hiding and running from you or anyone else anyone. I can’t, I won’t. So let me tell you so
I am alive just letting you know
Hey guys, I just thought I would get on here and clear some things up. I don't even know how many people still care about me on here or even took a notice I was gone. But I just thought I would let whoever is reading this why I haven't been on.
I just couldn't handle it anymore, this site and these fandoms. The stress was to much for me. I know I always lied and said I was okay. That the ocean of haters and the hateclub people formed about me wasn't bother me and I was fine. But I wasn't. It was eating me up inside and slowly destroying me. I wasn't feeling good, I was sick, and over stressed, and miserable. Maybe it was my fault, I don't kn
BOTFA came out today!
We may see it tomorrow. Omg I am so scared, my nerves are a wreck, I am going to be a wreck.
My heart will not come back from this unbroken, I am not going to be the same as I once was.
*wraps Bilbo and the Durins in a blanket* I will keep you safe and happy,I love you so much my precious babies.
I love them so much
You guys know how much I loved FrUk, we all know that.
Well take that and times it by 100 and that is how much I love Bagginshield.
~cryforeverplz (https://www.deviantart.com/cryforeverplz) I love them so much, you have no idea. My babies, my precious babies. ;_;
I won't be suriving this movie.
FIVE MORE DAYS UNTIL I DIE
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